It took a while, but the repercussions of my actions from last summer have finally taken a hold of me. Scratch that. I've been dealing with my consequences since day one, but it feels like everything started to creep back onto me right when I was ready to really move on. I had to endure and work hard to get to where I am today, but some days feel like I'm going nowhere. I had to rebuild my relationship with everyone I loved- and I'm even in a whole new relationship that I'm so blessed for- but I know that deep down they'll never truly forget nor forgive me for all their suffering as a result of my actions.
Lesson WELL learned. And I've never been the type to regret any decision I have ever made in my life, but I do regret that this situation happened. I wish I hadn't been so stubborn and actually listened to those with good sense who were just looking out for my well-being.
Eh. It's just one of those days.
And on top of all that, I'm bummed that I won't be able to go to Cali this weekend.
On the bright side: A week from tomorrow (hopefully!) He'll be here for the weekend!
Okay, okay. Back to writing my paper for criminal justice.
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i'm really bummed too :( but its not the end ! lol like i said, no bigs, we can always kick it :D & hurry up & turn 21 so we can party it up in BEGASSSSS =P hahaha
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