Every cloud has a silver lining...

But I can't seem to find the silver lining to these cumulonimbus clouds which have seemed to set a curse on these past couple of weeks. It's so hard to keep moving forward on a positive note when my whole world continues to crash and burn right in front of me, and all I can do is sit on the sidelines and watch helplessly. Everything that has happened this past month, this past year, has taken such a huge toll on me, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. I'm trying so hard to maintain a tight grip on my sanity, but my efforts are useless.